Credits
Director | Christian Guiton
Executive Producer | Tommy Burns
Creative Director/Producer | Connor Gould
Production Company: Black Street Entertainment
1st AD | Liz T. Miles
DP | Pascal Combes-Knoke
Steadicam | Thor Wixom
Makeup | Patrick Ta
Hair | Laura Polko
Lyrics:
Sometimes I don’t wanna be happy
Don’t hold it against me
If I’m down just leave me there, let me be sad
Suns up, I already wanna lay down
Friends callin’, I ain’t really tryna go out
Don’t wanna get dressed up to pretend
I could lie and say I’m fine, maybe you’ll stop calling then
I’ve got chips on my shoulder, only getting older
So I keep to myself
Ain’t tryna complain just don’t wanna explain it
But…
Sometimes I don’t wanna be happy
Don’t hold it against me
If I’m down just leave me there, let me be sad
Sometimes I just wanna be lonely
Don’t need you to hold me
If I’m low you don’t need to care, let me be sad
What’s the matter with that? Oh oh oh
What’s the matter with that? Oh oh oh
Bad days, it’s OK
Let me feel it
In some ways you’ve gotta break your heart to heal it
I know I’m gonna feel this way again
I could lie and say I’m fine but that wouldn’t change anything
I’ve got chips on my shoulder, only getting older
So I keep to myself
Ain’t tryna complain just don’t wanna explain it
But…
Sometimes I don’t wanna be happy
Don’t hold it against me
If I’m down just leave me there, let me be sad
Sometimes I just wanna be lonely
Don’t need you to hold me
If I’m low you don’t need to care, let me be sad
What’s the matter with that? Oh oh oh
What’s the matter with that? Oh oh oh
What’s the matter with sadness
Makin’ me feel the way I feel right now
Gladness, you can’t force it when you feel fucked up
It’s this salt that’s on my tongue
It’s the salt that’s on my tongue
But…
Sometimes I don’t wanna be happy
Don’t hold it against me
If I’m down just leave me there, let me be sad
Sometimes I just wanna be lonely
Don’t need you to hold me
If I’m low you don’t need to care, let me be sad
What’s the matter with that? Oh oh oh
What’s the matter with that? Oh oh oh
Just let me be sad